::Screaming Decieving And Bleeding For You::

( 7 bled to death * _Take the razor_)

Subject:	Friends only
Time:	7:32 pm.

Comment..and i shall add you.

(_Take the razor_)

Subject:	++Hmm++
Time:	6:31 pm.
Mood:	tired.
Music:	Casualties~Victims.

Wow..so i havnt written in here forever. because ive been using livejournal..im probably going to make this friends only like i did livejournal. ummm..yea. well i will probably update some other time.

(_Take the razor_)

Subject:	++Collages.++
Time:	5:23 pm.
Mood:	creative.
Music:	The Casualties~Riot.

Here's some of my pretty collages. yay.

I'll put more later.

( 4 bled to death * _Take the razor_)

Time:

8:34 pm.

Just ~~DIE~~

(_Take the razor_)

Subject:	++hey++
Time:	7:16 pm.

hey guys havnt been updating much becuz i got an lj and ive been updating on that a lot.
hehe

www.livejournal.com/users/face2thefloor

and there it is!
taaadaa!!
lol.

( 12 bled to death * _Take the razor_)

Subject:	++sigh++
Time:	8:37 pm.
Mood:	blah.
Music:	grrrr.

hey guys..
well this was NOT a good weekend at all. im getting sick. i know it. i have a sore throat and it really sucks. i hate sore throats. anyways. ive been spending all day redoing kelsies livejournal so it looks good. and then yesterday i did rebeccas. yep. superbowl sux. i hate football. half time sucked..and i dont think we really wanted to see janet jackson's boob. no. we didnt.
i hope i get to atleast do something i want to do next weekend. i dont want to go to school tomorrow. but im sure i have to. i really feel like shit..and this weekend has not been great at all. ive had a headache everyday for the past like 3 or 4 days..it really sucks. well anyway im sure im wasting everyones time by going on and on [[the people that read this stupid thing anyway..if anyone even does]] ill update later when something exciting actually happens in this boring life of mine. bye.

( 8 bled to death * _Take the razor_)

Time:

1:29 pm.

this is a picture that rebecca drew of her cute lil cat "kitty"
lmao..isnt it just damn cute?!

( 6 bled to death * _Take the razor_)

Time:

8:58 pm.

FUCK.

( 2 bled to death * _Take the razor_)

Subject:	++welcome to my life, it's staring you right in the face++
Time:	5:15 pm.
Mood:	pissed off.
Music:	Glasseater~At Your Own Risk.

yea...
well yesterday i went to PV mall with rebecca and kelsie..fun stuff..came home didnt do much..then today i went to PV mall again with rebecca..yea..funnnnnnnnn..lol..thats bout it..later.

Never again. I’ll slit my throat with the knife I pulled out of my spine. Maybe when you find out that I’m dead, you’ll realize what you did to me. And if my lungs still let me breathe, would you be there for me? If I can make myself believe, I’ll give you back what you took away. No, I won’t let it go. Douse myself in gasoline. So don’t save me when you come into the fire. I’d rather die than have to see your smile. You made me swear. I can’t sleep. Realize all these things that you took from me. Smash my heart into dust. Suffocate my mind. Tear at me from inside. Smash apart what you created. How can I ever stop you from crushing my soul? It was yours to begin with.

( 6 bled to death * _Take the razor_)

Subject:	++well..++
Time:	7:49 pm.
Mood:	depressed.
Music:	Mudvayne~ -1.

hmmm..well ive been thinking a lot lately..and its like ive noticed ive become real distant from a lot of my close friends..i mean..i remember back when all we would ever do was hang out and just do shit and have fun doing whatever we were doing..even if it was boring..but now its just like..i never do anything with my real..true..close friends ya know..i mean i miss those times i had when we would do everything together..and if any of my friends think i tried to befriend them or i dont wanna be friends with them anymore..thats not it..so none of u think that. i love u all i would never do anything to make our friendship seem like nothing. but anyways. here r some friends i really miss hanging out with and stuff..
holly~ok holly..i seriously really miss hanging out with u..we always used to have sooo much fun together..but now its like i NEVER see u anymore..which i dont..i really wish we could start hanging out again ya know..ur an awesome friend..really u r. and i luv u..forever! and i really hope it doesnt seem like i befriended you..becuz i dont want it to seem like our 6 years of friendship was a big nothing. <3333
kelsey~u r a real real good friend..ok and i never even hang out with u anymore like we used to..we used to always have sooo many inside jokes..but now its like..we arent even friends anymore..and i know its not urs or my fault that we dont hang out anymore..but i hope we can hang out again like we used to..<33
allison~ur a really awesome friend..and i probably only see u once maybe twice a month it seems! i miss hanging out with u..we should hang out more! <33

i luv all ya guys..dont ever change for anyone or any guy or anything..just stay the way u r..urself.